Story of My Life - Yvonne Kua

爸爸的离去,的确让很多人伤心,难过. 但,我知道生活还得继续. 妈妈所感受的悲痛比任何人还多. 家里很多的事物都不能再像有爸爸时的那样了。我这个做大姐的责任越来越大了，我得成为弟妹们的榜样。我也得是那个先踏出社会去工作，赚钱的那个。 但，我很难过的是，当我在大学时努力的当儿，原来弟妹们都没被我的劝告唤醒，他们还是像以前那样过活，没有冲刺。 弟弟还是24/7的对着他的手机， 而且是躺着的。每当看见妈妈得一而再，再而三的劝骂是，我真的好心痛！ 为何他们就不能像其他没有爸爸的孩儿那样振作起来，好好的念书呢？ 我在大学一天三餐吃面包省钱，结果得知省来的钱是被弟弟偷拿去RELOAD， 我真的好心痛！不仅如此，他现在有了摩托的驾驶执照更加糟糕，总是骑着摩托到处去找朋友，而且持着那‘L’载朋友！万一有一天有什么事情发生时，我真的不知我该怎么办的！不管我怎么的劝骂，他还是那副样子！有谁能教一教我要怎么才能让弟弟觉悟呢？而妹妹，总是对着facebook games 和电视剧。对考试一点都不重视。为何会这样呢？　我好担心她日后能否考上大学。妈妈天天都得为家务事忙个不停，有时看见妈妈那样，我的心－流血了！没有爸爸的日子，让妈妈好寂寞。再加上妈妈现在没工作忙碌，而让她常常觉得闷。唯有ａｍｙ的陪伴才让她不会那么闷。我好想妈妈可以有分工，可让她忙于那分工而不去胡思乱想了。 我知道自己下个学期开始，会是很忙的。得面对对我来说蛮难的科目，另一方面星期天时得工作。似乎没得休息，但我得撑下去，为了这家。我的懒惰得要收藏起来，有的ａｓｓｉｇｎｍｅｎｔｓ，ｔｕｔｏｒｉａｌｓ等都得在那一二天内赶完，不然我就会很糟糕了！ 过了这个假期，过了去ｂｕｋｉｔｍｅｒａｈ的假期，我就得作战了。所以现在就是我充分的休息与ｍａｋａｎｔｉｍｅ　了！！　哈哈哈　。　Ｓｅｍｅｓｔｅｒ　２，　等我吧！！

Well, i've finished my 1st Semester final exam, which means my semester break starts dee.. Here, i'm going to make an evaluation and jot down few events that has happened. Okay, CHANGE is what i need now ! All those procrastination, doing things halfheartedly, rushing in last minutes, and not being serious in things i do, giving myself lots of stress, thinking too much, care of what others think of me.. Argggghhhhh, these are those things that i really NEED to CHANGE !!!! Here is the listing of things i gotta CHANGE : what others think about me is non of my business, be natural, follow my passion. once got tutorials, gotta finish them ASAP, NO PROCRASTINATION ! when reading/doing tutorials, give 100% concentration, pay full attention, don't when doing reading, the mind keep thinking of other non-related things. finish things by sequences, once finished 1 thing, only then do the other thing. First & foremost, have a plan of the sequences of things that gotta do, accordin...

在ukm这儿，我不想一些常常外出，到处看看的人。。我只是个天天上课，上完课就回房的那类。不是我不想要那样的生活，而是我没办法那样！因为我没他们那么聪明，不需加以复习都可考获优越的成绩。。再者，我也没那么多钱啊。。这使我看见他们在面子书上所说的，所拍下的点点滴滴羡慕不已。。但是，我该守着Randy's Quote : Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need !!! 呆在房间只有读书有时真的让我觉得闷得不得了啊！但得知秋仪所想的：不怕闷！我想：他非常对，读书不可怕闷的！ 我发现秋仪是那类不认输的人，嗯，记得有一次，我做aplikasi komputer exercise 比他快时，她竟表露出好不甘心，还说不要跟我好咧！我知道那是开玩笑的，但从中我发现自己太不好胜了。很多时候都想让别人胜过自己。也是我该在这方面改变了！ 好胜可体验自己的能力。。 我知道自己得克服一切。。也许我的命运和别人不同，我得靠努力来得到所梦想的一切！还好，有妈妈，妹和弟的陪伴。。星期天时也可回去外婆那儿，有舅舅带我去bukit serdang 看看performance，在外婆哪儿有吃的！好期待每一个星期天哦！！ 经过近期来发生的一切一切，让我抱着希望自己可以克服一切贪，岑，痴！希望我做什么事都可顺顺利利的，有困难时可克服到，考试可获得优异的成绩，有３．７５我就满足了！我相信，这样持续下去，我的梦想就可达成的！！！ 加油！

Randy’s Quotes on How to Improve Your Life PERSONALITY 1. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about. 2. Don't overdo; keep your limits 3. Don't have negative thoughts of things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment 4. Don't take yourself so seriously; no one else does 5. Dream more while you are awake 6. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need. 7. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip 8. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner of his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness. 9. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others. 10. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present 11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you. 12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like...

Well, my feeling is mixed & complicated now. I don't even know how to shout what i feel here ! For a girl that's trying her best to find a place in this world, i always face obstacles, loneliness, wrongness, stressed-out, ashamed, being fooled, being cheated.. argggghhhhh, sometimes, i'm just like a fool for doing those things i first try. Perhaps i should change. The me last time was too naive and stupid. Well, in all aspects, trust people(stanger) easily, do things half-heartedly, don't know the SMART (S-specific, M-measurable, A-attainable, R-reliable, T-time) , no consistency in things i do, just a few to name ! Anyhow, now i've learned. I should take things clearly, give 100% effort in things i do, do things will all my might ! After seeing how serious chew yee was in studies, perhaps i should learn from her. I should take note of what she 'say' : 付出－－〉〉成果 努力－－〉〉不怕闷 开心 I gotta overcome my weakness started from now ! The way i studies is way too not...

Well, although there is thing, really bad thing happened on 26 August 2010, my dad passed away, which made this day a black day for me every year, i feel really thankful to few people that were there for my family, but there is one who i can hardly repay her help, that's my aunt - auntie Hoon Ngoh. Here goes the list of people i really appreciate their concern & help : 1. Auntie Hoon Ngoh - she's the one who always helps us financially, emotionally, psychologically, studies, house chores, escort my mum to bring my dad to see doctors and do physiotheraphy & everything !!! I can't count the help my family get from her ! 2. My grandmother, Auntie Vivian, Uncle Andrew, Uncle Simon, Uncle Thomas, Auntie Mary, Auntie Elizabeth - there are there to help my family when we have financial problem, to counsel us, to pick me up from my uni, let us stay at their place when we are there, help my mum to make appointment with the doctor as my mum is not fluent in English, bring ...

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