my feeling in this moment
Well, my feeling is mixed & complicated now. I don't even know how to shout what i feel here !
For a girl that's trying her best to find a place in this world, i always face obstacles, loneliness, wrongness, stressed-out, ashamed, being fooled, being cheated.. argggghhhhh, sometimes, i'm just like a fool for doing those things i first try.
Perhaps i should change. The me last time was too naive and stupid. Well, in all aspects, trust people(stanger) easily, do things half-heartedly, don't know the SMART (S-specific, M-measurable, A-attainable, R-reliable, T-time), no consistency in things i do, just a few to name !
Anyhow, now i've learned. I should take things clearly, give 100% effort in things i do, do things will all my might ! After seeing how serious chew yee was in studies, perhaps i should learn from her. I should take note of what she 'say' :
付出－－〉〉成果
努力－－〉〉不怕闷
开心
I gotta overcome my weakness started from now ! The way i studies is way too not effective & efficient. I would like to succeed ! Hopefully i can make a total change and become a brand-new yvonne. My aim is to strive for success in studies, then get a job that offers pleasant salary that would enable me to bring my mum, bro & sis to travel to places, and make them the happiest in the world and also involves myself in charity works. That's what i aim for this moment.
For a girl that's trying her best to find a place in this world, i always face obstacles, loneliness, wrongness, stressed-out, ashamed, being fooled, being cheated.. argggghhhhh, sometimes, i'm just like a fool for doing those things i first try.
Perhaps i should change. The me last time was too naive and stupid. Well, in all aspects, trust people(stanger) easily, do things half-heartedly, don't know the SMART (S-specific, M-measurable, A-attainable, R-reliable, T-time), no consistency in things i do, just a few to name !
Anyhow, now i've learned. I should take things clearly, give 100% effort in things i do, do things will all my might ! After seeing how serious chew yee was in studies, perhaps i should learn from her. I should take note of what she 'say' :
付出－－〉〉成果
努力－－〉〉不怕闷
开心
I gotta overcome my weakness started from now ! The way i studies is way too not effective & efficient. I would like to succeed ! Hopefully i can make a total change and become a brand-new yvonne. My aim is to strive for success in studies, then get a job that offers pleasant salary that would enable me to bring my mum, bro & sis to travel to places, and make them the happiest in the world and also involves myself in charity works. That's what i aim for this moment.
