C.H.A.N.G.E - is all i need now !
Well, i've finished my 1st Semester final exam, which means my semester break starts dee.. Here, i'm going to make an evaluation and jot down few events that has happened.
Okay, CHANGE is what i need now ! All those procrastination, doing things halfheartedly, rushing in last minutes, and not being serious in things i do, giving myself lots of stress, thinking too much, care of what others think of me.. Argggghhhhh, these are those things that i really NEED to CHANGE !!!! Here is the listing of things i gotta CHANGE :
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Yayasan Khazanah Scholarship Selection Programme - 13 Oct, 19 Oct
I felt so lucky when i got the mail mentioned me to go for the first stage selection process for Yayasan Khazanah Scholorship ! It was like, wow, unbelievable ! Yeah, because, all this while, no matter what scholarship i tried to apply for, i wouldn't got a chance to get it, NOT EVEN to the selection process. Thanks god for that i was chosen ! Well, for the first stage selection process, there was the Quiz section of a timing one. Me, as always, lack of confidence, kept telling myself that i wouldn't have the chance to the second stage one. Fortunately, and thanks god, i received the email saying that i was chosen to the second stage ! Wow, i was so exhilarated over that u know. Well, imagine that u got something u expect u won't get. Something that happen unexpectedly. The feeling, indescribable ! Although i fail to enter the third stage, i'm satisfied that i have a chance to be exposed to the OL world, to what leadership is, to those 'geng' people, to get to know a new friend from UM - Rika Chong Yin See, from UIA- Sarah, Suriani, Sumita, Amiera etc, and also from that, i realize how lack of confidence, fluency in English, social skill, leadership i am ! Hmm, they're what i gotta change !
A Charity Trip to
Zoo Negara - 16 Oct 10
Well, it's organized by the Welfare Unit of UKM.. A trip with orphans, which is a thing that i wondering around to get involved coz Kelantan there got no such trip, or perhaps there's kinda activity but i didn't get to know such trip exist there ! Well, the orphans i took care of was a 16-year-old malay guy.
Exam Week - 25 OCt- 1Nov
Idk, i think i didn't do well in the exam ler.. Maths for example, i didn't seem to be able to achieve my target to get 93marks to be able to get an As grade since i did really bad in the mid sem exam for that subject. Besides that, the TITAS is also something disappointed me so so much ! I read the book & past year 2009 but not 2007 ! Damn it, it came out to be the similar questions to the 2007 one !!! My roommate seems to be really happy over that subject after all as she did read .. I found myself to be so idiot and couldn't always get to do the right & precise thing ! This is also thing i gotta CHANGE - be precise, do not do unnecessary thing to achieve the actual target !! Don't waste time of things that are unnecessary.
My birthday - 31 Oct
This year's celebration is with my roommate, Cheryl & Hling. Then, got to know my sis, Eileen has already get my 2 presents !! yo !! hehe.. After all, when i'm here, at Uncle Simon's place, i have delicious dinner prepared by grandma, have a superb birthday cake bought by Lenglui Auntie Vivian, 'mi sua'(hokkien) cooked by grandma as that's the tradition, to have 'mi sua' during birthday, 'ang pau' from grandma, auntie Audrey, & Uncle Simon, oh yeah, I was fetched by Uncle Andrew from the uni too.. Wow, i felt i was filled with love.. I was touched but i was fear to show it out.. hehe .. Perhaps it works for me to just feel it inside my puny litt
le heart.. I'm grateful to them. And also i got 'tau fu fa', feel great also although that's a 'tau fu fa' without sugar. hehe ..Change : Do not hide my emotion alot & do not feel shy and then stand still like a marionette there where i dint interact with them enough. Show what i feel inside !
Yeah, those are events that happened in October. Here comes November.. Wow, times fly !! It gone with the wind. 2 more months with give an end to year 2010.. Yo, i gotta live life to the fullest !!!
Okay, CHANGE is what i need now ! All those procrastination, doing things halfheartedly, rushing in last minutes, and not being serious in things i do, giving myself lots of stress, thinking too much, care of what others think of me.. Argggghhhhh, these are those things that i really NEED to CHANGE !!!! Here is the listing of things i gotta CHANGE :
- what others think about me is non of my business, be natural, follow my passion.
- once got tutorials, gotta finish them ASAP, NO PROCRASTINATION !
- when reading/doing tutorials, give 100% concentration, pay full attention, don't when doing reading, the mind keep thinking of other non-related things.
- finish things by sequences, once finished 1 thing, only then do the other thing. First & foremost, have a plan of the sequences of things that gotta do, according to its importance.
- have positive thinking, do not give too much stress of just keep on read, read & read. Take part in other social activities as well !
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Yayasan Khazanah Scholarship Selection Programme - 13 Oct, 19 OctI felt so lucky when i got the mail mentioned me to go for the first stage selection process for Yayasan Khazanah Scholorship ! It was like, wow, unbelievable ! Yeah, because, all this while, no matter what scholarship i tried to apply for, i wouldn't got a chance to get it, NOT EVEN to the selection process. Thanks god for that i was chosen ! Well, for the first stage selection process, there was the Quiz section of a timing one. Me, as always, lack of confidence, kept telling myself that i wouldn't have the chance to the second stage one. Fortunately, and thanks god, i received the email saying that i was chosen to the second stage ! Wow, i was so exhilarated over that u know. Well, imagine that u got something u expect u won't get. Something that happen unexpectedly. The feeling, indescribable ! Although i fail to enter the third stage, i'm satisfied that i have a chance to be exposed to the OL world, to what leadership is, to those 'geng' people, to get to know a new friend from UM - Rika Chong Yin See, from UIA- Sarah, Suriani, Sumita, Amiera etc, and also from that, i realize how lack of confidence, fluency in English, social skill, leadership i am ! Hmm, they're what i gotta change !
A Charity Trip to
Zoo Negara - 16 Oct 10Well, it's organized by the Welfare Unit of UKM.. A trip with orphans, which is a thing that i wondering around to get involved coz Kelantan there got no such trip, or perhaps there's kinda activity but i didn't get to know such trip exist there ! Well, the orphans i took care of was a 16-year-old malay guy.
Exam Week - 25 OCt- 1Nov
Idk, i think i didn't do well in the exam ler.. Maths for example, i didn't seem to be able to achieve my target to get 93marks to be able to get an As grade since i did really bad in the mid sem exam for that subject. Besides that, the TITAS is also something disappointed me so so much ! I read the book & past year 2009 but not 2007 ! Damn it, it came out to be the similar questions to the 2007 one !!! My roommate seems to be really happy over that subject after all as she did read .. I found myself to be so idiot and couldn't always get to do the right & precise thing ! This is also thing i gotta CHANGE - be precise, do not do unnecessary thing to achieve the actual target !! Don't waste time of things that are unnecessary.
My birthday - 31 OctThis year's celebration is with my roommate, Cheryl & Hling. Then, got to know my sis, Eileen has already get my 2 presents !! yo !! hehe.. After all, when i'm here, at Uncle Simon's place, i have delicious dinner prepared by grandma, have a superb birthday cake bought by Lenglui Auntie Vivian, 'mi sua'(hokkien) cooked by grandma as that's the tradition, to have 'mi sua' during birthday, 'ang pau' from grandma, auntie Audrey, & Uncle Simon, oh yeah, I was fetched by Uncle Andrew from the uni too.. Wow, i felt i was filled with love.. I was touched but i was fear to show it out.. hehe .. Perhaps it works for me to just feel it inside my puny litt
le heart.. I'm grateful to them. And also i got 'tau fu fa', feel great also although that's a 'tau fu fa' without sugar. hehe ..Change : Do not hide my emotion alot & do not feel shy and then stand still like a marionette there where i dint interact with them enough. Show what i feel inside !Yeah, those are events that happened in October. Here comes November.. Wow, times fly !! It gone with the wind. 2 more months with give an end to year 2010.. Yo, i gotta live life to the fullest !!!
