Story of My Life - Yvonne Kua

在ukm这儿，我不想一些常常外出，到处看看的人。。我只是个天天上课，上完课就回房的那类。不是我不想要那样的生活，而是我没办法那样！因为我没他们那么聪明，不需加以复习都可考获优越的成绩。。再者，我也没那么多钱啊。。这使我看见他们在面子书上所说的，所拍下的点点滴滴羡慕不已。。但是，我该守着Randy's Quote : Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need !!! 呆在房间只有读书有时真的让我觉得闷得不得了啊！但得知秋仪所想的：不怕闷！我想：他非常对，读书不可怕闷的！ 我发现秋仪是那类不认输的人，嗯，记得有一次，我做aplikasi komputer exercise 比他快时，她竟表露出好不甘心，还说不要跟我好咧！我知道那是开玩笑的，但从中我发现自己太不好胜了。很多时候都想让别人胜过自己。也是我该在这方面改变了！ 好胜可体验自己的能力。。 我知道自己得克服一切。。也许我的命运和别人不同，我得靠努力来得到所梦想的一切！还好，有妈妈，妹和弟的陪伴。。星期天时也可回去外婆那儿，有舅舅带我去bukit serdang 看看performance，在外婆哪儿有吃的！好期待每一个星期天哦！！ 经过近期来发生的一切一切，让我抱着希望自己可以克服一切贪，岑，痴！希望我做什么事都可顺顺利利的，有困难时可克服到，考试可获得优异的成绩，有３．７５我就满足了！我相信，这样持续下去，我的梦想就可达成的！！！ 加油！

Randy’s Quotes on How to Improve Your Life PERSONALITY 1. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about. 2. Don't overdo; keep your limits 3. Don't have negative thoughts of things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment 4. Don't take yourself so seriously; no one else does 5. Dream more while you are awake 6. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need. 7. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip 8. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner of his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness. 9. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others. 10. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present 11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you. 12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like...

Well, my feeling is mixed & complicated now. I don't even know how to shout what i feel here ! For a girl that's trying her best to find a place in this world, i always face obstacles, loneliness, wrongness, stressed-out, ashamed, being fooled, being cheated.. argggghhhhh, sometimes, i'm just like a fool for doing those things i first try. Perhaps i should change. The me last time was too naive and stupid. Well, in all aspects, trust people(stanger) easily, do things half-heartedly, don't know the SMART (S-specific, M-measurable, A-attainable, R-reliable, T-time) , no consistency in things i do, just a few to name ! Anyhow, now i've learned. I should take things clearly, give 100% effort in things i do, do things will all my might ! After seeing how serious chew yee was in studies, perhaps i should learn from her. I should take note of what she 'say' : 付出－－〉〉成果 努力－－〉〉不怕闷 开心 I gotta overcome my weakness started from now ! The way i studies is way too not...

Well, although there is thing, really bad thing happened on 26 August 2010, my dad passed away, which made this day a black day for me every year, i feel really thankful to few people that were there for my family, but there is one who i can hardly repay her help, that's my aunt - auntie Hoon Ngoh. Here goes the list of people i really appreciate their concern & help : 1. Auntie Hoon Ngoh - she's the one who always helps us financially, emotionally, psychologically, studies, house chores, escort my mum to bring my dad to see doctors and do physiotheraphy & everything !!! I can't count the help my family get from her ! 2. My grandmother, Auntie Vivian, Uncle Andrew, Uncle Simon, Uncle Thomas, Auntie Mary, Auntie Elizabeth - there are there to help my family when we have financial problem, to counsel us, to pick me up from my uni, let us stay at their place when we are there, help my mum to make appointment with the doctor as my mum is not fluent in English, bring ...

I write what i feel , i say what i mean, you cant buy sincerity .

sleepy cat, trying to find a shady place to sleep, and here it choosed!! wow!!! haha

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生命的宝贵，生命的重要。。那时我常听见的。。 对，生命确实是非常的宝贵的。。 一旦没有了它，我也不会在这儿了。。 "珍惜"是大家对生命得做的责任。 diana 入院了，是因为appendix。看见他在病床上，穿着那单调青色的病服，难以吐出一句话，想微笑却被疼痛而阻耻及难以行动的样子，我好是伤感。。班上没了她的戏弄似乎变得好寂静。。希望她能快些回到学校。。也许刚动了手术是那样的吧。。我和她的话不多，只是在要回家的那一刻和她道别。。在学校等待他回来哦。。 此外，还看见了小生命！！ 哈哈，对，是RAHMAN 的侄儿，但可怜的他，刚生下就得被置放在incubator里。。他，才2kg！！ 能想象到他是多么的小吧！！ 才9mm宽，15mm长！小手不停的在动着。。 另一位病人是位车祸的伤者，他的头壳已变形了！凹了下去！躺在病床上，只能眨眼睛。。你能感受到他的痛苦吗？他伟大的妈妈在一旁细心的，无时无刻陪在他身旁照顾着他。。 发现了新事件，MU 怕血的！！ 哎，做他老婆可就惨了咯！警察的孩子应该是很勇敢的，不是吗？也许他例外。。。呵呵。。

i realised i am really tired. exhausted. not even a lil changes is there as i longing all this while im frustated of it no more hopes no more..