to the one that is concerned !

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How am I suppose to explain this to you ?
When I'm with you, it's like rolling dice, don't know when and how you gonna make me cry.
Our relationship is far more complicated than words can describe, don't u realize that ?
Even be open in facebook that we're in a relationship is also a problem to you !
Because we are just having an affair, a secretly untold affair.
I don't want a romantic love, a summer love affair, i don't want !
Where there are just high intimacy and passion, liking and infatuation, committed to romance, but just a temporary.
That's absolutely not what i seek for.....
I'm seeking for a companionate love, with intimacy + passion + commitment.
Bet u don't love ME ; you love MY MASK !!!
S.E.X is L.O.V.E ? Not for me !!!
Wishes i could stop my heart from beating so i wouldn't feel the way i am feeling......
Perhaps this is the perfectly perfect time to let go, before things went unregrettable.
We're going nowhere now.
We're falling out.
So really guys, get a life, get a girl, and just leave me...........
Time can fade away the scars in me, as long as i don't proceed further this weirdy relationship......

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