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我需要一个人聆听

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爸爸的离去,的确让很多人伤心,难过. 但,我知道生活还得继续. 妈妈所感受的悲痛比任何人还多. 家里很多的事物都不能再像有爸爸时的那样了。我这个做大姐的责任越来越大了，我得成为弟妹们的榜样。我也得是那个先踏出社会去工作，赚钱的那个。 但，我很难过的是，当我在大学时努力的当儿，原来弟妹们都没被我的劝告唤醒，他们还是像以前那样过活，没有冲刺。 弟弟还是24/7的对着他的手机， 而且是躺着的。每当看见妈妈得一而再，再而三的劝骂是，我真的好心痛！ 为何他们就不能像其他没有爸爸的孩儿那样振作起来，好好的念书呢？ 我在大学一天三餐吃面包省钱，结果得知省来的钱是被弟弟偷拿去RELOAD， 我真的好心痛！不仅如此，他现在有了摩托的驾驶执照更加糟糕，总是骑着摩托到处去找朋友，而且持着那‘L’载朋友！万一有一天有什么事情发生时，我真的不知我该怎么办的！不管我怎么的劝骂，他还是那副样子！有谁能教一教我要怎么才能让弟弟觉悟呢？而妹妹，总是对着facebook games 和电视剧。对考试一点都不重视。为何会这样呢？　我好担心她日后能否考上大学。妈妈天天都得为家务事忙个不停，有时看见妈妈那样，我的心－流血了！没有爸爸的日子，让妈妈好寂寞。再加上妈妈现在没工作忙碌，而让她常常觉得闷。唯有ａｍｙ的陪伴才让她不会那么闷。我好想妈妈可以有分工，可让她忙于那分工而不去胡思乱想了。 我知道自己下个学期开始，会是很忙的。得面对对我来说蛮难的科目，另一方面星期天时得工作。似乎没得休息，但我得撑下去，为了这家。我的懒惰得要收藏起来，有的ａｓｓｉｇｎｍｅｎｔｓ，ｔｕｔｏｒｉａｌｓ等都得在那一二天内赶完，不然我就会很糟糕了！ 过了这个假期，过了去ｂｕｋｉｔｍｅｒａｈ的假期，我就得作战了。所以现在就是我充分的休息与ｍａｋａｎｔｉｍｅ　了！！　哈哈哈　。　Ｓｅｍｅｓｔｅｒ　２，　等我吧！！
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C.H.A.N.G.E - is all i need now !

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Well, i've finished my 1st Semester final exam, which means my semester break starts dee.. Here, i'm going to make an evaluation and jot down few events that has happened. Okay, CHANGE is what i need now ! All those procrastination, doing things halfheartedly, rushing in last minutes, and not being serious in things i do, giving myself lots of stress, thinking too much, care of what others think of me.. Argggghhhhh, these are those things that i really NEED to CHANGE !!!! Here is the listing of things i gotta CHANGE : what others think about me is non of my business, be natural, follow my passion. once got tutorials, gotta finish them ASAP, NO PROCRASTINATION ! when reading/doing tutorials, give 100% concentration, pay full attention, don't when doing reading, the mind keep thinking of other non-related things. finish things by sequences, once finished 1 thing, only then do the other thing. First & foremost, have a plan of the sequences of things that gotta do, accordin...
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