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my feeling in this moment

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Well, my feeling is mixed & complicated now. I don't even know how to shout what i feel here ! For a girl that's trying her best to find a place in this world, i always face obstacles, loneliness, wrongness, stressed-out, ashamed, being fooled, being cheated.. argggghhhhh, sometimes, i'm just like a fool for doing those things i first try. Perhaps i should change. The me last time was too naive and stupid. Well, in all aspects, trust people(stanger) easily, do things half-heartedly, don't know the SMART (S-specific, M-measurable, A-attainable, R-reliable, T-time) , no consistency in things i do, just a few to name ! Anyhow, now i've learned. I should take things clearly, give 100% effort in things i do, do things will all my might ! After seeing how serious chew yee was in studies, perhaps i should learn from her. I should take note of what she 'say' : 付出－－〉〉成果 努力－－〉〉不怕闷 开心 I gotta overcome my weakness started from now ! The way i studies is way too not...
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i really appreciate

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Well, although there is thing, really bad thing happened on 26 August 2010, my dad passed away, which made this day a black day for me every year, i feel really thankful to few people that were there for my family, but there is one who i can hardly repay her help, that's my aunt - auntie Hoon Ngoh. Here goes the list of people i really appreciate their concern & help : 1. Auntie Hoon Ngoh - she's the one who always helps us financially, emotionally, psychologically, studies, house chores, escort my mum to bring my dad to see doctors and do physiotheraphy & everything !!! I can't count the help my family get from her ! 2. My grandmother, Auntie Vivian, Uncle Andrew, Uncle Simon, Uncle Thomas, Auntie Mary, Auntie Elizabeth - there are there to help my family when we have financial problem, to counsel us, to pick me up from my uni, let us stay at their place when we are there, help my mum to make appointment with the doctor as my mum is not fluent in English, bring ...
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11/9 - A continuous of posting after all

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I write what i feel , i say what i mean, you cant buy sincerity .
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