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At the age of 24

Yesterday was one of the unforgettable day in my life!.. He lemme drove The car he borrowed from his friend, Ed! (: whoop. .my first time driving in KL! Hehe.. The journey was mostly using smart tunnel and it was fun! However.. relationship between me and him is so suffocating for me!! I tell myself everything is fine..I am good But come on..everyone sees that will think there is something! ! What to say me??! I hate this. I hope I can leave and he goes back to his lovely life! His lovely blog with her.. His model. Me pahlia, who am I compare to a model..There is nothing between  them they were so in love. Are high high I hate this! ! I just wanna have a life.. A normal person's life..normal life cycle without all these! I am barely able to breathe!! Habits.. Aku gatal.. Ape nak buat? I can't stick with one single dick.. That's my problem!!
I wished I could lwt him know the person is him, abang.. it was because Of the suspicious me and thinking too much by judging from the pic of him with her in fb..and even though he told me also I did not believe him. I really was a fool to not hear what he said from the start.. is there any time machine that I can go back? Things will be different now if I never be that stupid me.. I would have been with isaac now and would have been so in love with each other and become so sweet...

my heart

If only I can tell Abang xx,  he is the one I referrred to in my plurk. If only he knows I only love him all this while.. If only I can tell him this.. I did not even realized I said I dont want to be with him that year.. if only he knows I was trying my best to message him after that but I have ben kicked out..if only he knows I was so blurr at that time that I did not know I said I no longer wanna be with him(I did not)..if only he knows I cried talking to lixin about this that he left me.. If only now I could tell him.. if and only if.......

My Secret Affair with Nicole David's Therapist..

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Here's the Twisted part about this affair. I had a BF with a very successful guy, basically everything a girl could dream of.. But...  This is what really  happened :) Ohh.. now that i recall this was right after my Crazy Adventure with Someone else at JB , as usual, BF was told I went out with my NS friend name, Clarise This was after I've visited his office.. Where we get to play Doctor..  That was my first experience lying on the bed at his office, but he was really good with his hands me. That was also the first time i've  seen a live penis. Didnt know what to expect..  Afterall, he was a Fat guy.. But surprisingly his dick wasnt as short as how i had seen those porns that he sent me to ask me to learn and have experience before we met up at his office .. 

CHristmas

Another Christmas, & this is the 2nd time I feel so lonely during Christmas... Merry merry christmas, lonely lonely Christmas..

5Cs, 1S

Hey... look around... Don't you wish to have a guy with these 5 Cs & 1 S: Caring  Cheerful Charming Confident  Creative +    Sincere In my opinion, this 5Cs & 1S makes an almost-perfect guy! (; But i doubt does this kind of guy exists? lol 

sin

       Oh sin, i've committed sin..        What i have been doing these few weeks?         Randomness?         OH Noooooo, I can't continue living like this.         I gotta change..         Doing all these, all these sin will not fade away the scars in my heart.

Budget 2013

Budget 2013 *20 percent discount to those who wish to settle their study loans by September 30 next year. And 10 percent discount for those who promptly repay their study loans. *The 1Malaysia Book Voucher for university and Form Six students has also been increased to 250 ringgit from 200 this year. *A one-off rebate of RM200 will be provided for the purchase of one unit of 3G smartphone from authorised dealers. The initiative is for youths aged between 21 to 30 years with a monthly income of RM3,000 and below. *50% discount on KTM Komuter fares extended to all Malaysians with a monthly income of RM3,000 and below and who travel by KTM Komuter

Kad Diskaun Siswa 1 Malaysia

List of companies where you can get a discount are : Saloon BIOCARE INDUSTRIES    CLARA INTERNATIONAL BEAUTIES FOOT MASTER KEDAI PERSOLEKAN RAMBUT EZZA KOPERASI PUTRI TERBILANG MALAYSIA BHD NOURY COSMETICS PARIS HILL PROACTIV Hotel / Transportation   ANCASA HOTELS & RESORTS  CITITEL EXPRESS KOTA KINABALU HOMESTAY KAMPUNG PAYA GURING HOTEL COOP INN HOTEL SERI MALAYSIA KANGAR KLIA TRANSIT KOPERASI AL-TAQWA KG KISAP LANGKAWI BHD KOPERASI GURU-GURU MELAYU KEDAH BHD KOPERASI MAJLIS GURU AGAMA MENENGAH BHD KOPERASI MELAYU BERJAWATAN KRJAAN N.SEMBILAN BHD LEO EXPRESS HOTEL MAS FIREFLY MASWINGS MEGA VIEW HOTEL KUANTAN RAKYAT TRAVEL RAPID KL SMZ HOTEL SURIA RESORTS & HOTELS THE LEVERAGE BUSINESS HOTEL TUNE HOTELS FOODS & BEVERAGES A&W  ANNYSHA MAJU ENT. BAKERS' TALK BANGI KOPITIAM CAFE STATION 9 COFFEE BERRY DAILY FRESH DUBU DUBU SEOUL FOOD GHONIYYUN ENT. GLORIA JEAN'S COFFEES ILYANA FROZEN KEROPOK LEKOR KFC KOPERASI EMAS SEBERANG PERAI BHD LITTLE TAIWAN ...

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