my heart
If only I can tell Abang xx, he is the one I referrred to in my plurk. If only he knows I only love him all this while.. If only I can tell him this.. I did not even realized I said I dont want to be with him that year.. if only he knows I was trying my best to message him after that but I have ben kicked out..if only he knows I was so blurr at that time that I did not know I said I no longer wanna be with him(I did not)..if only he knows I cried talking to lixin about this that he left me.. If only now I could tell him.. if and only if.......